Saturday, May 10, 2008

Holding on...


Complete immersion in the busyness of my life has left me worn, tired... barely treading water at times. UGG. This morning I got up, let the dog out, looked out on the back yard--the sun lit the top of the maple tree and the grass was still wet from the storms the night before... am I present in this moment? In this time? Sometimes I think I"m just managing to hold on, until... until I get it figured out, until school lets out in June, until I can juggle everything effectively to the standard I crave...

So. very. tired.

So I make cookies and mix tapes and drink too much coffee. Far too much diet Dr. Pepper. And I hope...

Meanwhile: EARWIGS ARE LIVING IN MY SCREEN DOOR. EGAD. I opened the door to put mail in the mailbox and a shower of huge, slick and crawly earwigs dropped on my head. ON MY HEAD!!! I still feel disgusting.